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Loving the Scale – The Fat Friday Edition

This morning after I stepped onto the scale, I made my husband look at the results. It was a new low and showed I had lost more than a pound since yesterday.

He predicted pictures of the scale would be on my blog before the day is over. Well, I couldn’t make him be right about that, so there are no scale pictures. :-)

Instead, I give you my ticker. Look at that ticker — my banana is completely past the rollercoaster. It is not touching a single thing on the rollercoaster. I remember when it seemed like I would never even make it to the coaster.

My ticker shows I have 47.8 pounds to go, but I am really looking forward to a normal BMI, which will happen at 161 pounds. That is just 26 pounds away. I had to double check my math. I was right. That doesn’t seem very far away.

There are days that I hate my scale, but these last few days I am back to loving it. I haven’t taken measurements lately, so I should do that as well.

This morning I was not expecting a loss. Before I even stepped onto the scale, I was resigned to the fact that it would probably show something in the 190s again. That my flirtation with the 180s was just a brief affair. So to step onto the scale and see not just a number in the 180s but more than a pound lost was thrilling. I had to tell everyone in my family.

On Tuesday, my doctor mentioned that I needed to up my fluid intake because I won’t burn calories if I don’t have enough fluid in my system. I told my husband that, and he was like “Well, duh! Who has been telling you that for years?” In fairness, he has been telling me that for years. I need to drink more fluids, specifically water. And so I think I will listen to hubby more often. He seems to have good ideas. He married me after all. :-)

Bringin’ Back the ’80s

As a very young child, I wrote the numbers on the steamed up window of my bus: ’89 Forever, Class of ’89, and the ever popular, ’89 Rules!

I remember writing it on folders and notes and doodling it in the margins of paper. I was obsessed with the year I would graduate high school. It seemed so far away, but it arrived oh-so-quickly.

Today, I am reliving that feeling of ’89 arriving faster than I ever imagined. Only this time, it is a number on my scale.

That’s right. My scale said 189.

189.

I am thrilled about this. It is one more milestone on my journey down the scale. It represents 66 pounds lost since August.

189.

I was right all those years ago — ’89 rocks.

Bariatric Ball

I was trying on dresses today. I have the floor-length velvet formal with the slit up the back, the very short little black dress that scoops across the chest and has two peek-a-boo slits on the long sleeves, or the spaghetti strap hankerchief dress in various shades of orange. I even tried on a prom dress that one of my daughter’s wore last year just because I could.

Why? Because I am going to a real ball. One that requires fancy clothes and involves dinner and dancing. I even have a date (my husband), and we plan on staying overnight at the fancy hotel.

It’s the 6th annual Valentine’s Dance hosted by my physicians. Last year, more than 180 people attended.

I am excited. I just have to figure out what I’m going to wear and what hubby is going to wear.

Do I want to wear something long? Or short?

What would you wear?

I think I like this:

But I am interested in wearing a little black dress as well.

I don’t know what I will wear yet, but I am having fun thinking about it. :)

Slightly Sick (and Head Hunger)

Apparently I am stuck in the Ss lately when it comes to blog titles. :-)

I am slightly sick. It is the first time I’ve been sick since I had my weight-loss surgery. And even then, it isn’t a serious sickness yet.

I have a slight tickle in my throat that comes and goes. I notice it most in the morning. The big thing is that I have a serious mucus problem and have been going through the tissues to try to keep my breathing passages clear. I am hoping it doesn’t get worse than it is.

I have not been exercising like I had been, and I know part of it is because I don’t have the energy. I am still exercising, but I really have to talk myself into it. Plus, I am choosing “easier” options like walking instead of Zumba.

The big thing is that I want something to eat, but I don’t know what I want to eat. I want something different. I am tired of my usual fare, but I can’t figure out what I want to eat. Everything that isn’t my usual fare is high in calories or carbs. Today, I had TWO cookies. Not at the same time, but I had two of them. That’s the first time I’ve had two cookies in a very long time. The first one was good, which is why I had the second one later. Then I logged them in, and I realized they were not worth the 300 plus calories not to mention the excess sugar and carbs. Those two cookies had more carbs than I normally eat in a day — almost twice as much.

I used to get this feeling of wanting something to eat before my surgery. I’m not hungry. I just want…something. I don’t know what. It leads to bad choices. I suspect it has to do with me being sick.

 

Six Months – Side by Side

The picture on the left was taken during the Fourth of July holiday in 2011. The picture on the right was taken a couple of days ago, January 2012. I weigh 64 pounds less in the photo on the right.

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